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sorry i havent updated here in a while, haha...ive been super busy with work.

i went to concert yesterday :-) i wasnt in the best condition because that morning i did a super exciting physically demanding thing that gave me a terrible migrane for the rest of the night. my phone also died so i got no pics or videos.  but its ok because i like just taking in the music and moment more anyway!

i saw FLO and it was like witnessing angels on stage, they harmonize so good and they are so so pretty...absolutely love their music <3 i keep forgetting theyre brit girls tho lol.

umm also im pretty peeved today because i broke my HHD so i lost a bunch of stuff which sucks...luckily nothing too important but still really really frustrating i have to download it all back and i lost a bunch of progress. so i bought an ssd...

besides that i finished coraline today at work :) im still at work rn...coraline is really good...my favorite movie everrr so i really enjoyed the book...  ♡

i also started my job at the concert venue, my first show is may 5th. yep...lots of things happening recently .

hiiiiiiiiiihi

im super sleepy i worked 8 hours

okkkk

imma go now bye ill write something again when im less sleepy >.<

started one of my two jobs :)

i also bought a new record today and talked to a cute guy at the store...id like to work there too since it's right across from me and i love music + records and shit (tho i prefer CDs...they have tapes too which is awesome)

maybe one day in the future i can work there

i should've asked for the dudes number lol

i think he liked me he said he'd play songs i like and then waved to me when he saw me again and i wasn't even going there i was walking to work

but yeah it was pretty easy and chill, we sat and were on our phones most of the time. had to clean up the place when closing. its a cute lil animal themed mini golf place. i went there once for my birthday :) everyone's really nice and stuff i like it and they can work around my schedule working at the concert venue too which is a relief

thoughts about making music

i really want to make music

or maybe more like sing...and I wanna be a dancer too.! I wanna sing and dance on stage 🥹

I do want to make music too like electronically because i cannot learn how to play instruments (though I'd love that)...I think singing is my true passion

I wouldn't want to be locked into a record though

I don't know. I want to just have fun with it. I might not even post it

I wish I kept the passion I had when I was younger and believed in myself more

I wish my mom didn't pull me out of singing lessons

I really want to put myself out there with my passions but I also don't like pressure and again, I want to feel free too.

we can see what happens...

I'll keep thinking in my favor and manifest everything I could possibly want and more...and maybe I can get somewhere with this...but for now im singing in my room alone to Selena songs...I've loved to sing ever since I was a kid, it's been my second passion besides art.

I don't want to get popular for my own gain though attention is nice. we all love attention. and money. we need both. but what I really want to do is connect with people through music. I want people to understand me through music and I want to touch people's hearts. I want to bring people up. It sounds cheesy and stupid but I really just want to help everyone and inspire people and just be nice to everyone and make people feel like they matter and music is a really good way to do that

music is really amazing

I'd love to be apart of a band as the singer too...I'd really love that...or a girl group!!

but also being free and not feeling tied down to one thing is a big thing for me (I'm not very good at commitment) I want to learn to get better at it but I can't see myself enjoying a life that feels locked to one thing x) there's a difference I feel)

bored

i'm not sure what to say. yesterday i hung out with my BFF and he (again) he left today but we played wii party before he had to go and defeated a mii who looked like andrew tate
 

him...we hate him..

im really tired.. i got my computer wokring but i had to sign out of my personal account so im forced to stay on admin..idk..im really tired sorry this was a boring entry...

heres a cute edward i drew 6.6

i wuv edward, but not as much as lazlo..but he is really super adorable i wanna hug and cuddle him (⸝⸝> ω <⸝⸝) even tho he would get upset...platypus are soft so i have to pet him!!!!!!!

Galaxycon + Venting a bit

Good morning!

I'm having to rewrite this because I accidentally deleted my last entry. I'm still trying to figure out this website.

I meant to make a post yesterday but I fell asleep soon after I got home because I was out all day (mostly). So then this morning I was writing a blog post after I ate some toast and bananas. I was trying to figure out how to delete a gif I accidentally put on the entry and ended up deleting the whole thing. So let me talk about what I did before it got deleted...

I went to galaxycon in Richmond yesterday! it was only an hour or so away from me which was super cool. traffic sucked on the way there and back and so did parking but it's okay...it took my energy away because I was sooo nervous talking to people and being around a large crowd. usually I'm good with that but the meds im on recently make me more anxious (even tho they were prescribed to help my anxiety...)

Anyway, I met carlos alazraqui and richard horvtiz! they were both super super nice!! I got my Lazlo art signed by carlos...he signed it like Lazlo himself was signing it which made me super happy u have nooo idea... a dream come true..I didn't tell tell him to do that >//< i"d post a picture here but for some reason it won't work. I am lazlos friend it was acknowledged by Joe Murray and Carlos...it truly makes me happy...

but yeah, talking to carlos was great, he did the lazlo voice for me a few times as well as clams, Salty Mike's, spyro and of course rockos :] super nice guy. I got to talk to him longer than usual because I was the first one to his booth. he also said he liked my hair and said my art was amazing :'D he's gonna post it to his insta since he loves to post art fans make for him.

as for Richard, he was super nice too of course! we talked about Squirrel Boy and he did the rodney voice :D he agreed it was underrated and we talked about why it was canceled and that it deserved better 🥹 I think bringing that up to him made his day since he was mainly talking to helluva boss fans for his work as moxie (which is also cool). I don't mean this in a weird way but I could listen to that guys voice alllll day xD I love hearing his Zim laugh irl that was really awesome. he also told me the way I spell my name is the correct way, and Brook isn't xD *I've always hated the name Brook. I'm glad I'm Brooke. I get weirded out if someone writes my name as Brook or calls me Brooklyn 😭*

I bought a few little things at the con and then I went to a Mexican restaurant, had a shrimp quesadilla... ^.^ then I went home, found out my computer was broken, and passed out. yes, I'm really upset abt my computer. idk what's going on with it. another stupid thing I have to deal with I guess...i was downloading some eroge and then it broke so maybe the stupid inappropriate anime girls gave me a virus -__-

but I'm still happy that I got to experience the con because I thought I wouldn't be able to go at all!!! my mom threatened not to take me many times. I feel like I manifested that opportunity for me because I was really hoping to meet Carlos one day and tell him how I love his work as Lazlo...more proof I'm the greatest at manifesting! I'm really happy about it. I'd love to talk to him again one day but I'd probably just repeat myself so I'm greatful I even got to talk to him at all.

it's like 10 am, and I'm outside taking a walk so I'm gonna enjoy the warm weather (it'll be 80° today and there's tourists all over the beach!) I'm also gonna listen to some music! I always listen to doechii, but my friend recommended me an artist called ankle who uses camp lazlo images as his music cover art so i was listened to that :0 when I make music I'm totally doing that too!!

thank u for reading whoever u are...

About a book i'm reading (Coraline)

Tonight im continuing to read the book Coraline by Neil Gailman. I grew up watching the movie adaptation several times and it's one of my favorite movies ever. It helps me sleep and comforts me even if it's not a very comforting movie.

I'm happy to be reading this book. I was surprised while reading it and realizing that Wybie isn't in it. it's pretty much the same as the movie so far tho, but I'm only on page 55. I started the book around the beginning of this month. March. I'm not sure if my entries say when I post something. i think so since that's pretty standard for blogs and posting online in general. i'm just used to using a physical diary. i always forget to use it. my memory sucks lately.

coraline is written to be more like a young little girl here and I feel really bad for her when she comes home and has to care for herself because her parents are gone :(

im gonna continue reading the book and drift off to sleep now...really need to sleep early..it's 9:38 pm, and I've been doing good sleeping early but the past two days I slept very late because I stayed up all night roleplaying edward x laxlo x)

anyways, goodnight...maybe I will keep using this blog website...it helps the urge to post on social media (sucks and bad) it's nice to just dump my thoughts here and I wonder if anyone out there is reading it. if so, you should read coraline too and tell me what u think :-)

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