thoughts about making music

i really want to make music

or maybe more like sing...and I wanna be a dancer too.! I wanna sing and dance on stage 🥹

I do want to make music too like electronically because i cannot learn how to play instruments (though I'd love that)...I think singing is my true passion

I wouldn't want to be locked into a record though

I don't know. I want to just have fun with it. I might not even post it

I wish I kept the passion I had when I was younger and believed in myself more

I wish my mom didn't pull me out of singing lessons

I really want to put myself out there with my passions but I also don't like pressure and again, I want to feel free too.

we can see what happens...

I'll keep thinking in my favor and manifest everything I could possibly want and more...and maybe I can get somewhere with this...but for now im singing in my room alone to Selena songs...I've loved to sing ever since I was a kid, it's been my second passion besides art.

I don't want to get popular for my own gain though attention is nice. we all love attention. and money. we need both. but what I really want to do is connect with people through music. I want people to understand me through music and I want to touch people's hearts. I want to bring people up. It sounds cheesy and stupid but I really just want to help everyone and inspire people and just be nice to everyone and make people feel like they matter and music is a really good way to do that

music is really amazing

I'd love to be apart of a band as the singer too...I'd really love that...or a girl group!!

but also being free and not feeling tied down to one thing is a big thing for me (I'm not very good at commitment) I want to learn to get better at it but I can't see myself enjoying a life that feels locked to one thing x) there's a difference I feel)